26 May a little overdue…
& it finally sank in, if you are so busy “letting things happen,” you’re never really chasing your dreams.
That go with the flow kind of reasoning is really just a way to ensure that you never fail.
It’s like this safety net that we cast over us.
“oh, If it’s meant to be, it will.”
“If it’s supposed to be, it will.”
I don’t know, maybe it’s because it I’ve seen it go wrong.
Or maybe because I’ve seen it go really, REALLY right.
But that’s when it hit me, sometimes you just have to go.
Sometimes you just have to do.
Even though it makes no sense,
It might make sense spiritually.
& honestly, you kinda owe it to yourself to do all the things you deserve.
Either way, it may never end up the way that you expect it to.
But maybe that’s the chaos of it.
You never know how you’re going to walk out of the fire,
Until you are out of it.
Then once you’re there you can look back and choose,
if that chaos was beautiful,
Or just another shit storm you created and just can’t get over.
I’m not sure what’s in set for the future, but I do know I’m not going to sit around and let it just happen to me.
This is a long road, drive with care …
Above all else, now and forever.