26 Feb Chasing Life…
The last few weeks I’ve been unhappy.
And for me that is not acceptable.
Sure, some days,
I cannot fault myself for being sad or irritable.
But if there is something that is actively making me unhappy and I have the choice to change it,
With me, I see everything as a choice.
Your life is a choice.
You wake up and get the choice to hit snooze, or to roll out of bed to stumble and start that pot of coffee.
But the choice is yours,
And how beautiful is that?
And to actively be aware of the things that make you happy is even more astonishing.
But keep in mind that
Sadness isn’t the opposite of happiness,
Sadness is a feeling that should be felt.
The opposite of happiness
To be empty in a relationship,
The loss of a loved one,
That’s when happiness fades and is vigorously apparent.
And holding on to emptiness of something that doesn’t serve you is like holding your own head under water.
And when you let that emptiness linger too long…
It becomes a slow and steady course of
But to become aware of the emptiness and to pursue what does serve you,
And sets that soul of yours
is a conscious choice and one you have to dive into.
So if you are feeling empty in any possible way.
And there is a way to change it.
Take the steps, every day, to fill that hole with something powerful.
Because the world turns whether you’re happy or not,
but wouldn’t you want to look back on a life that
not on a life that
“It’s all a little messy. The bed, the hair, the heart…. Life.”
I quit my job and I’m happy to announce that I’ll be pursuing my dream of being the best version of myself.
Ill fill you in on the details later… because what would be the fun if I didn’t keep you lingering around?
If there’s one thing I’ve learned it’s that love doesn’t choose you,