Chasing Life…

The last few weeks I’ve been unhappy.

And for me that is not acceptable.

Sure, some days,

some moments

I cannot fault myself for being sad or irritable.

But if there is something that is actively making me unhappy and I have the choice to change it,

I will.

With me, I see everything as a choice.

Your life is a choice.

Day in,

Day out.

You wake up and get the choice to hit snooze, or to roll out of bed to stumble and start that pot of coffee.

But the choice is yours,

And how beautiful is that?

And to actively be aware of the things that make you happy is even more astonishing.

But keep in mind that

Sadness isn’t the opposite of happiness,

Sadness is a feeling that should be felt.

The opposite of happiness

is emptiness.

To be empty in a relationship,

A job,

The loss of a loved one,

The Lord.

That’s when happiness fades and is vigorously apparent.

And holding on to emptiness of something that doesn’t serve you is like holding your own head under water.

And when you let that emptiness linger too long…

It becomes a slow and steady course of

self destruction.

But to become aware of the emptiness and to pursue what does serve you,

And sets that soul of yours

on fire,

is a conscious choice and one you have to dive into.

So if you are feeling empty in any possible way.

And there is a way to change it.

Do it.

Take the steps, every day, to fill that hole with something powerful.

Because the world turns whether you’re happy or not,

but wouldn’t you want to look back on a life that

you

chose,

not on a life that

chose you.

 

 

“It’s all a little messy. The bed, the hair, the heart…. Life.”

 

I quit my job and I’m happy to announce that I’ll be pursuing my dream of being the best version of myself.

Ill fill you in on the details later… because what would be the fun if I didn’t keep you lingering around?

If there’s one thing I’ve learned it’s that love doesn’t choose you,

You,

Choose love,

Kels

 

2 Comments
  • Nora Stone
    Posted at 16:14h, 26 February Reply

    You are way too young for such sadness, you are in my thoughts, go out there and live life in the most positive way you can! You are blessed with angels and family that love you

  • Juliet
    Posted at 22:21h, 26 February Reply

    Loves 😍

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